May 2013
It’s sad :(
LIKE, YOU’RE SO MAGULO AND I’M MAGULO TOO AND THAT’S ONE OF THE MANY REASONS WHY IT CAN’T WORK.
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My sadness turned me into this productive young lady. Yes.
So I was so depressed and frustrated earlier this morning because of reasons and I can’t think of anything to do. Normally I would just go out and go see my friends but this day was different. I was so sad that I didn’t have the energy to do anything. All I wanted to do was to just think of ways to die or post something depressing on...
“Sometimes you have to play the villain to save yourself.”
– D. Ouija
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Tuesday
For the past few nights I’ve been listening to Silent Sanctuary, and thought of searching for the chords of their song “Kundiman” and play it annoyingly loud in my room. With my eyes closed, of course. (yehes naman)
And then just this afternoon, I thought of going back to the opm songs of early 2000s, and just you know, be with the moment. Play it loud and proud. Thank you,...
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“I ah, I’ll go over there, tell her how much I like her. Tell her how much I’ve...”
– Chandler to Joey, Friends Season 4
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Sonder
Refer to this post.
I think about this every time, especially when I go home by myself. Or when I’m at the backseat of a car on late-night trips.
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There’s this time when I was riding a jeep to Vito Cruz and saw this guy. He’s sad, he was sitting at the backseat of a car, and since it’s already 8 in the evening on a weekday, the traffic was quite bad. He’s...
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The almost sad truth
May 13 2013
People (well, including me) have been constantly whining about the unofficial list of Senators for this year’s election. We hope for change, we vote, thinking that it would make a difference. We vote for the betterment of our country.
But seeing the unofficial list, (it may be unofficial but it’s kind of sad) we question the whole election itself. What happened? Who voted for who?...
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in case this doesn’t work out:
i will delete the photographs, but not the words. you can get rid of the images but not the feelings.
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So I’ve been on a ‘no rice diet’ for 10 days now. Supposed to be 14 days but I stopped for 4 days because of reasons. Anyway, I’m starting to play volleyball again, so yay for me, more fun workout every night. I just hope I can manage to eat 0 rice for 2 months. Wish me luck!
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First of May
So I woke up this morning thinking it would be a great day since it’s just going to be me and my mom for the whole day. Things have been rough for the past days because of things. And I would really love it just to have some quality time with my mom on labor day. Unfortunately, I slept at 7 in the morning, woke up at 10, and my stomach hurts so bad. Drinking tea hasn’t been good for me. And I’ve...
April 2013
but you’re still the one pool where i’d happily drown
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Once you find the person who makes you smile every moment of every day, who makes you coffee every morning just to remind you that there will be a good day ahead of you, who hugs you when you’re having a terrible day, who embraces your flaws and loves you for it, whose eyes are meant to stare at you and admire what he sees, who clings and trusts you that you will always come back, and most...
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Nostalgia. This may be a tad bit cliche.
victorialization:
Namimiss ko Tumblr circa 2009 (and bits of 2010). Yung mga araw na 90% ng finafollow ko ay busy magtype ng mga kwento sa buhay, busy magbasa ng kwento ng iba, busy maglike, busy maghanap ng mafafollow na maraming kwento at kwelang nalalaman.. Lalo na kapag summer. Summer nights. Ahh. Si Ika Gabor talaga unang pumapasok sa isip ko kapag sinasabi yung Tumblr, sa totoo lang. (wait...
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15 Your worst dream
I had this dream when I was a kid. I don’t know if it’s the worst dream I’ve ever had or I was just too young back then. But it frightened me and I couldn’t sleep for days.
Anyway, in my dream, I was sleeping, and I heard a noise from my parents’ room, like someone is scratching or scraping wood. I stood up to check on it, I saw the door of my parents’ room...
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Blogged: White flag
We just have so much memories together and I do not want them to remain memories. I want it to be a continuous bond that whenever we look back at it, it would be beautiful, and much more beautiful when we look back at it together. I’m scared that if we continue holding on to this grudge, we’d never be able to look back at the old photos with smiles on our faces.
And I realized, just...
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We'll just have to make new memories
So I was looking at my graduation photo from kindergarten and I realized how much I’ve changed. I was looking at it thinking “This girl, who would’ve thought she’d be this stubborn, this crazy, and enthusiastic at the same time?”
I’ve imagined my parents, and how they saw me when I was in kindergarten, and I wonder how they see me now.
My dad always say when he wakes me up in the morning “Grabe...
“Just because two things happened at the same time, doesn’t mean...”
– Pretty Little Liars S02E14
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“does this dress make me look fat?” “no, your fat makes you look fat.”
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14 The meaning behind your tumblr name
So I think I’ve already posted the story of my tumblr name way back, but I’m too lazy to browse every page of my blog to find it so I’m just going to tell it again. Yep, I like typing. Heh.
Anyway, as you all know, Ika is my nickname, that’s what my friends here at home call me. So there’s this computer game, Gunbound, and me and my friends used to play it when we...
Anonymous asked: 36 74 90
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silhouettedreeams asked: 3, 27, 28, 92 :)
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If I were to run for the senatorial position why would I spend so much money on annoying campaign parades and commercials. Why not plan to have an event, say concert or fun runs or a big social event, (And by big i mean inviting all elites to dress up in gowns and have them to dine in the so-called ‘event’) and all the proceeds would go to the poor, or education fund or something. By...
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Pasitib baybs
As of 3:53am today, April 16 2013, I challenge myself to live at least three days, to be all positive, fun, and loving.
I challenge myself to ignore anything (or anyone) that pisses me off, or to face them with all positivity. This challenge is a test of self-control.
Publishing this post means challenge is accepted.
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Forgive me for reblogging random things into this blog. I sometimes forget to change the “blog” to dosag3 before reblogging it sorry. Hahaha
Anonymous asked: Ate, graduate ka na po diba? What's keeping u busy?
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I distance myself not because I dislike you, but because I do not want myself to get mad at you. I do not want myself to have a reason to hate you. Forgive me for being too selfish, but that’s just my thing to solve it. I can’t stay mad at people I love. I just can’t. But I can avoid them to lessen disappointments. Sorry but that’s just me.
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You fool
Sometimes when we are drunk with ego and self-confidence, reality fucks us up without even knowing it.
Ego and self-confidence? That’s a good thing, right? — Well, yes. Although some people might be full of it. And those people, (i’m one of them, perhaps you too) tend to just step on people or keep into notice what’s wrong with them — how they dress, how they act, how they speak, how they look,...
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“I want her everywhere. And if she’s beside me I know I need never care....”
– The Beatles
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Every time I listen to this, I just keep picturing...
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Don’t look back, babe. Don’t look back.
Don’t look back. Do not go over the things that have hurt you. When they hurt, it means you’ve learned. If you go back, it will not change anything. Same lessons, same pain.
Don’t look back. Do not try to explain yourself and apologize to people who didn’t listen to you before. If they have not listened to your...
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“Please know there are much better things in life than being lonely or liked or...”
– Chuck Palahniuk
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“We are put on this planet only once, and to limit ourselves to the familiar is a...”
– Roger Ebert
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For the person you are trying to forget
In your search for love, you understand many things that never truly made sense, until the right people come along to change your life indefinitely.
You realize that love comes in the most loveless of forms.
You realize that the people you desperately need are those who you never really need. You hang on to them for dear life hoping that anything they can offer you—attention, affirmation,...
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Maybe In Another Universe, I Deserve You
By GABY DUNN
What if, in another universe, I deserve you?
Hear me out. There’s this philosopher from the 1890s named William James, and he coined this theory about “the multiverse” which suggests that a hypothetical set of multiple universes comprises everything that can possibly exist simultaneously.
Are you following? The entirety of space, time, matter and energy is all happening at once in...
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I like indulging myself into such thoughts and stories that will never happen. You know, the dreams that are impossible to achieve, but you still dream it because it cheers you up. How your mind constantly plays a scene that no one can ever take. How it builds a certain world where you are the god and you can do anything you want, be whatever you want, and love whoever you want.
It breaks my...
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13 Someone who fascinates you and why
First person that entered my mind: Alyssa De Asis
She fascinates me because she is everything. Period. I am not saying she’s perfect, I am saying she is everything.
She amazes the fuck out of me. She is unpredictable, talented, beautiful and funny. (I am not in love with her okay hahahaha…….. or am I? JAWK ALY HAHAHA) She has this passion inside her. A passion that motivates...
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They will never understand my situation, my story, or the way I feel about all of it.
Truth is, no matter how much you’re hurting, there’s no such thing as people staying “in between” of things. People will always take sides. I think probably that is one of the main reasons why you have your friends. To know that you have people on your side, that you have people to...
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I think maybe I am miserable.
I think maybe I am miserable, because of the fact that I get mad at people too much and I get frustrated when things do not go the way I expect them to. And I expect others to understand the way I act.
I think maybe I am miserable because I don’t want people to like me, to get attached, or to make me a part of their lives. Yet I get sad when they cut me off.
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