Every year I get this feeling of wanting to give up on almost everything.
I hate myself for being too pessismistic. I’m stubborn, I’m lazy. I don’t have much faith on anything. If only I can finish schoolwork on time, or I’m not too lazy to do things, then I will have time to “think” of other things. Or other problems, perhaps.
But no, I’m having all these issues, and I still have a lot of work to do. And I don’t even know where to start. I’m losing all my control on things. Why do I have to be like this. Why can’t I balance things out.
I want to rest -_- “things” are starting to scare me. It has been like this since 2nd year college, 2nd sem. I hate it.Posted 10 months ago with 4 notes