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January 29th
1:28 AM

I don’t even wanna rock your ground. 
I don’t wanna be your world.
I don’t wanna be the mountain you climb just to fall off and die,
I’m the type that could stay by your side. 
Just in case if you need me, I will catch you.

Baby you know, that I will catch you. 

July 9th
12:51 PM
.. to hold in your arms

.. to hold in your arms

June 16th
12:15 PM
"Our future has already been written by us alone, but we don’t grasp the meaning of our programmed course of life. We only fear what comes and smell death everyday."
—  Epica ; Sensorium
May 27th
11:31 PM

I give in to my pretendings which forgive you each time, without me knowing, they melt my heart to stone.

May 23rd
8:54 AM
"Saying ‘I love you’ has nothing to do with meaning it."
—  Through With You - Maroon 5
May 14th
8:40 AM

Day 7: Lyrics and why you chose them

Ang paborito ko talagang lyrics sa lahat eh nanggagaling sa kantang December 2 Chapter VII ng Taken by Cars.  Yung part na

“Always almost too close”

Pero nasabi ko na ata yun dito, kaya para maiba naman.. Ito naman:

“Feelings mean nothing” — Yesterday’s Feelings by The Used

Wala lang. Maganda yung kanta. Simple lang, hindi ganon kalalim, hindi rin ganon kababaw. Ewanko, para sa’kin yung lyrics na yan eh hindi lang pang love eh. Nakakagaan kasi ng loob. Minsan kung halimbawang yung pakiramdam ko sa isang tao eh sobrang naiinis, sobrang in love, o kaya naman sobrang gaan, o kaya naman kung paranoid ako sa nararamdaman ko. Iniisip ko yang part na yan. FEELINGS MEAN NOTHING. Okaya kung gusto mo makalimot. Pwede rin. :))

Ewanko. Basta ilang araw ko na yang pinapatugtog. 
Para rin kasi syang ano, alam mo yung mga kantang maiisip mo kapag ka na-stuck ka sa isang sitwasyon. Ewanko. Basta! Hindi ko maexplain. Basta yang 3 words na yan, kahit gano kaonti, dami sinasabi eh. Parang pinaparating sa’yo na, feelings lang yan, mawawala rin yan. O kaya naman, pag galit ka parang sinasabi na, o easy lang.. relax. Yung mga ganung shit.

Eh basta. Hindi ko din magets sarili ko eh. Ewanko kung gets nyo. Kayo na bahala umintindi. =)) Basta yun. Gusto ko yang part na yan sa buong kanta. HALABIT. HALABIT. Hahaha

February 2nd
9:43 AM

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember. 
I’ll always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers, and the time on the clock when we realized it’s so late and this walk that we shared together.

The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it, and I let you in. And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it. And I knew that you meant it.

You meant it. 

December 20th
11:27 AM

I feel so.

Sometimes, I wish I was brave.
I wish I was stronger.
I wish I could feel no pain.
I wish I was young.
I wish I was shy.
I wish I was honest.
I wish I was you not I.

‘Cause I feel so mad, I feel so angry.
I feel so callous. So lost, confused again.
I feel so cheap, so used, unfaithful.
Let’s start over.

Sometimes, I wish I was smart.
I wish I made cures for how people are.
I wish I had power.
I wish I could lead.
I wish I could change the world for you and me.

Let’s start over. 

—-

Tells exaclty what I’m feeling right now. 
Music, really, is my best friend.